come to the cabaret

I loved Liza Minnelli in this movie and Anna Sui Bonjour Amour is my signature scent. WIERD how they look alike?! <3

come what may

Today I've been doing an awful lot of thinking. I really like all these type of love story movies and think they are so sweet. Take Moulin Rouge for example. One of my favourite movies. But why can't I just find my own love story. I tend to fall in love with others' love stories and torture myself. It's not even the guys' fault. It's purely mine and I'll admit that. <3

quote of the day: Lucille Ball

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!

Tonight is going to be such a good fight! UFC baby!! It's my lover Georges St. Pierre vs BJ Penn. I really hope GSP wins. Hes sooo sexy. <3

fly high

Versace and TAG Aircraft interiors is making everyone's dream to fly dreamier. It is called a "Palazzo in the Sky." Check it! <3

speechless

Yay! This school week is over but I'm becoming busier than ever. It really is brutal. One of the boys ended up hurting his knee in hockey and has a 2nd degree tear. He has crutches for 2 months! So brutal and sad. I feel like I have to take care of him. The other one is coming on a little strong. He wants to hold my hand in public and kiss me when he sees me. I'm just not down! I'm not his girlfriend but I feel obliged to. I hate PDA as we know but he definitely is into it and doesn't care. I just feel like I should talk about it before anything gets any deeper. I always thought I wanted a boyfriend and want to settle. But now that it has come down to it, I'm so confused. Ah. <3

song of the day: Superhuman

I used to not like this song, but it's really cute by Chris Brown and Keri Hilson. <3

models aren't perfect either

As skinny and tall walking the runways of the fashion capitals. We have learned before that models are not perfect! With fashion week in Paris, a model tripped in Chanel's Haute Couture show. Eeks. Check it out. <3

money making Monopoly

Speaking of more bling, Zontik has created their own version of Monopoly. It features 70 gold and silver inlays, leather-bound "bank" boxes and a board set on hand-bound scalloped Sauphin calf. This game is ranging from $4,290-$7570 really based on the level of customization. Effing CRAZY. So how much do you really like Monopoly?! <3

Bling Bling Benz

You wouldn't think the economy is in the slumps. Check out this golden Mercedes-Benz C63 AMG. Doesn't say recession to me! It is wrapped in gold which was featured at the "Bling on Wheels Show" in Dubai. Not quite sure of the price of this but it's retardedly crazy. In a ... weird way. <3

what parents would do for their kids

Are you effing joking me?! I don't even have time to go to the spa myself!!! Apparently Daria Einhorn has recently opened a spa called Dimple's Kids Spa. It is in Brooklyn Heights and is targeted towards posh tots from ages 3 to 12. They offer hair, skin and nail services along with babysitting. Definitely for those high end New Yorkers. Just insane right?! Except I definitely wouldn't mind taking one of those little girls spots. <3

4 things that are a large part of my life: style, studying, school, studs

Haha I like that heading! Anyhow, I've been uber busy and I just don't know when it's going to end. So there's been a request to know the inside scoop on life. Here's a brief overview. I've been studying lots so nothing too crazy. Yesterday I stayed at my school for a long time to study with my friends and one of my boys. I find it really cute how he really gets along with my friends and actually tries hanging out with them too. I would hate to be with a guy who doesn't get along with my friends. I think I'm actually starting to get involved more with this one. WIERD. Considering it's probably been 4 years.

Anyhow, it was comfortable studying with him. You know how sometimes you can't study with certain people because that silence which you need when you study is required but you just feel awkward to maintain it? Yeah well not with him. Anyhow, the one that took me to the concert was there too, the one I established we were friends? Well I really have no clue. I talked to him for a bit and it was really comfortable. I'm pretty sure he wants to be friends.. but then all of a sudden he throws me off guard with a text of something cute which really pisses me off because I so liked him more. I don't know what I'm doing but I think he's probably much like me and likes keeping me around which is fine. I don't mind the attention. The thing is that I didn't think he was even going to bother with me after that night at the concert.

Ooh on top of everything I lost my voice completely on Monday. Had a presentation, couldn't present or talk or anything! Any if you know me, you know I can't live without a voice! It was horrid. I think it's laringitis. Is that how you spell it? Well the swelling of my throat's starting to go down but that's about it. I'm pretty happy with my life right now. I just need more motivation in my life. Life is totally draining me out and I'm not even doing what I enjoy doing best. :( But I love you for checking back everyday. <3

night to learn from

So last night was effing amazing!! I learned that T-Pain is an excellent performer and that Lil Wayne is shorter than I thought. As for myself I learned that one of my boys is just not that into me. I’m happy in a way because I just needed that closure, but still I still care for him as a person. I also learned that I get sick off of Grey Goose. Because every time I have it, I feel like crap. What a shame. I guess my body isn’t used to the fine quality vodka. So sad. The concert was siiiiiick I must say. And I’m glad that I went. We hit the club after and I got home late waking up to a million texts and phone calls which I didn’t want to wake up to. BLAH. And for the last thing, Weezy and T-Pain are coming out with an album. It'll be the T-Wayne album. SIIIICK. <3

Jessica Stroup

Watch out for this girl. She's hot. If you know you've seen her before but can't figure out where, she's from 90210 as Silver. I absolutely love this Leger dress she's wearing on the red carpet for the People's Choice awards. I love her style both on and off screen. <3

Jessica Stroup

Watch out for this girl. She's hot. If you know you've seen her before but can't figure out where, she's from 90210 as Silver. I absolutely love this Leger dress she's wearing on the red carpet for the People's Choice awards. I love her style both on and off screen. <3

t-t-t-t-TACKY

I looove pink and pink loves me, but this is so tacky Paris Hilton. This was her at the Sundance Film Festival. Just a fashion faux pas. Eeks. Better off doing a sex tape? I think so....<3

Scarlett Johanson for D&G

All I can say is WOW. I don't usually like the looks of this girl, but she pulls off the whole pin up girl/Marilyn Monroe look which I love ever so much. She looks gorgeous in the D&G makeup ads. <3

for all you lovely recessionista's...

...I have news for you!!!! I don't care what you say, $300 fit better than the $25 pair. Even my Mom says so! As we all know this economy is in the pits, Rock & Republic has decided to create a new collection for all of us poor fashion hopefuls. This collection is actually called the Recession Collection. It will come out March 1st! Prices range from $128 to $138 for all guys and girls compared to their usual $300. <3

the REAL curious case of Benjamin Button

Eeeks! Check out this pic. Brad Pitt's fly was down at a premiere for the movie! Just embarassing<3

sorry for the neglection

Woah. Four days went by so fast! I'm sooo sorry I haven't been blogging. I've been caught up in work up to my eyeballs and just haven't had the time. Forgive me darlings! What's been new with me? Simply nothing. I do nothing besides school pretty much. The nerdiness is coming back, but as of tonight for one night only I'm breaking out. Lil Wayne in Vancouver tonight! Should be fun. I hope. I say I hope for a reason. Just lots of complications and what not. That's the thing about concerts, they are so far in the future you never know what will happen. But the real reason I'm going is because of WEEEEZY BABY! Ooh and remember how Steve Aoki came in the summer I believe and I completely missed out!? Well, with my luck, he's coming AGAIN!!! Yeeeeeah! For all you clubbers he's going to be at Celebrities on February, Friday 20. Should be effing amazing. I love music! Come with!


P.S. I have no clue what to wear tonight. <3

hope for the future

Just want to say congrats to Obama for officially becoming Mr. President! It's a big day for him!! <3

the therapist needs therapy

I'm so used to giving relationship problem advice. As for myself, I just feel like I've gotten myself into a big rut. Maybe I deserve it, maybe I don't. Most likely not. Anyhow, it's going great with one guy. Completely getting along, and just happy. On the other side, the other guy is just out of it. His grandfather passed away and ever since then he's been going down hill. In terms of me and him anyways.

We hardly talk anymore which I would normally be okay with, but in this case he bought me Lil Wayne tickets to go with him this Saturday and we're not even talking. I even got snubbed by him. I said hi and he walked past me like I didn't even exist. It was like he didn't see me which I'd like to think in my head that he didn't. But then after one of my lectures, he is in one the same lecture hall right after me. I saw him and I said hi and I just got a dumb whatever smile. It's really pissing me off because I can't really think of anything I did wrong. He said hi to the rest of my friends. Like wtf. And there definitely is not a way he could have found out about the other guy.

Honestly I don't even know if I like him as a potential, but it's more of a thing which I've grown into legitimately caring about him. I'd be like this with any friend. The thing is I think he might be taking out his whole death of his grandfather out on me which isn't fair but I just don't know. I want to pay for my Lil Wayne ticket now. I just don't want that whole pressure of dealing with that. I dunno. I have so much stress in general and I just don't know how to deal. <3

PDA- not a big fan

I haven't been in a relationship for a long time now. By a long time I mean several years now. I'm definitely not one of those girls who need a boyfriend, but rather I'm really independent. If I guy just messes around once, I cut them off unless I feel it's worth it. Most of the time it's not and girls just don't understand that. On top of that I'm not a big person for PDA. I'm actually really uncomfortable with it. Not just for myself but for other people. Honestly do you really think other people want to see you with a guy's tongue down your throat? The answer is NO. I don't care what you say. It's fucken nasty especially when neither of you are attractive.

As for myself, I just feel uncomfortable. I don't even really like holding hands. I'll put up with it if I'm really digging the guy but I don't really like it. I'm actually a really affectionate person believe it or not. Just not all over the place!

I saw two people at school today just going at it in the middle of the main business building. Like EW no one wants to see how you guys make out. I felt like hurling. Just thought you should know. <3

bye bye Boss?

Fashion is taking such a large hit in the economy. Hugo Boss is being discontinued from Neiman Marcus. SUCH A SHOCK! Even the big guys are taking a toll. If you're not up to your game your out. Right now is such a crucial time in fashion. You either make it or break it. I guess Boss isn't boss anymore! <3

want to be famous with Victoria Secret?

Victoria Secret is holding a contest where you can design a t-shirt online. Victoria Secret Pink will select their top 3 favourite designs and you can vote for the winner, or design it yourself. The prize is $500 inVictoria Secret Pink merchandise. All designs are due February 15th! <3

Confessions of a Shopaholic on Facebook

Confessions of a Shopaholic has all fashionistas talking. Now you can add a Confessions of a Shopaholic application. You can do a bunch of things such as"

• Send "boutique items" to friendss. The items you can send are also linked to Bluefly where you can actually purchase these items.
• You can also go to a friend's closet and "borrow" items or "lock" the items from people borroing yours. They can be penalized for borrowing.
• There is also a "shopometer" which is the bank.
  

he's just not that into you

The book which helped a million girls is coming out in the form of a movie on February 6!! Pretty exciting. I'm definitely going to see this one and the Shopaholic movie which comes out February 13! That is all you need to know. <3

addicted to yogurt

I used to hate yogurt. I used to think it tasted like fungus. Well it is a bacteria, but I detested it with a passion. Until now, things have changed. I'm pretty much addicted to the Yoplait yogurt. In the States they have so many flavours including Boston Cream! Yummy! They are all low in fat as well. I'm trying to eat healthy and have found many benefits to yogurt. Perhaps this will convince you also:

1. Yogurt has active, living cultures with a whole bunch of names I can't pronounce including lactobacillus bulgaricus and streptococcus thermophilus. These cultures help clean your colon and reduce colon cancer.
2. Yogurt has protein, vitamins, and minerals and overall for the weight conscious…it contains less calories than you think.
3. Yogurt uses nonfat milk in its preparation, and therefore a rich source of calcium and water as well. This is good for the bones!
4. For all you who are lactose intolerant, the culturing process of yogurt makes it easy to digest.
5. Yogurt helps to increase absorption of nutrients and vitamins.
6. Boosts immunity
7. This last one is hilarious and my friend told me it but apparently if you have a yeast infection and if you put plain yogurt on a tampon it'll help get rid of it. YUCK.
   

So start eating your yogurt! I love plain vanilla with granola. Mmmm!<3

quote of the day: Casablanca

What can I say... I'm a hopeless romantic. <3

nothing good lasts?

Everything went really well last night, I hate to admit it but I did start liking one of my boys more. I think it's the factor that he was modelling in the fashion show last night and a bunch of girls were hitting on him and he even got asked to model for an agency, but he brushed off those girls and just wanted to hang out with me and my friends. It was weird. Me liking something like that.

Anyways, today we talked and he was supposed to go out again tonight, but he turned around because on of his supposed friends' ex boyfriends was there and he didn't feel like dealing with drama. But why would that matter if an ex boyfriend was there? Kinda weird.. I think so. Because why would it matter if they were just friends? Right? If he's trying to play my game, he's officially lost cuz he definitely slipped up. Bah. Boys are all the same. <3

song of the day: Trouble

I'm in love with this song right now. It's by Brittany Spears. This isn't the real music video because there isn't one but here ya go. It's hot! Enjoy! <3

picture of the day: Kirsten Dunst for Miu Miu

It seems like everyone is going the Circus route Brittany Spears took including Miu Miu. <3

feels like dancing is the way to go

Last night was one of those crazy fun club nights. Friends from school and I got ready, glamed up and then went to go rock out. We went to my school's fashion show which was at a club. The fashion show wasn't that great but we went to go support our friends. After that, the liquor was flowing. It was super fun. We just boogied all night and danced the night away. I never would have guessed that it would be so much fun. As usual, got drunk really easily and just wanted to dance. No drama, just carefree. Yep, one of the boys was there.. perhaps I'm starting to like him a little more? With me, who knows. <3

picture of the day: kiss kiss kiss

My love for Andy Warhol's pop art. <3

it's about time

The weekend is here! I'm heading out to the fashion show tonight. We'll see how it is. I doubt it will be that great but you know me. Another reason to drink before hitting the books hard this weekend. YUCK! I'm so fidgety and am not feeling like school! I need someone to get me back into nerd mode!!! <3

song of the day: Fancy Footwork

Just close your eyes, and listen to this song. There's no crazy music video that's why I say close your eyes. Make sure you turn this up! This song is my song of the moment. I love it. Fuck yea, couldn't live without CHROMEO! <3

VB Giorgio Armani ads

So little Ms Victoria Beckham received $20 million for these ads in her bra, underwear and of course heels. If you just look at her face it reminds me alot of Audrey Hepburn. Weird. Love them both. <3

sexy gossip girl

Blake Lively aka Serena is on the cover of Vogue for the February 2009 issue. It's the buzz going around and she looks classically stunning. It looks very Dita von Teese inspired, the whole old fashioned look. I love it. The ones below are my two favourite. <3

happenings

About moi? Well, I've been trying to kick it back into full gear with school and this is why I haven't been blogging. Which makes me sad. Anyways, as part of my education we go out into the workforce. I found out today that I'm paired with this lady who wants to open her own bed and breakfast with a spa, but she knows nothing. She wants me and my team to create a marketing/business plan, think of names for the business, find a location and all this other junk. It's pretty sick. I know it'll keep me busy but I think it's really good.

I also went to a work out class today. I'm already sore but it was loads of fun and I broke a sweat. Ew, I know right. But it's part of my NY resolution so I've been doing pretty well so far! Yay. I've just been stressing and exhausting myself which isn't good. But no one said life gets easier right?

Anyhow, I'm helping to run a fashion show this Friday at the Plaza if anyone wants to come! $15 for tickets and you can party with me. Let me know my loves. <3

going once going twice.. gone

I know you miss me and I haven't been blogging for a couple of days now but I'm super busy. Anyways, that was just a side note. You might have already heard this absurd story. Pretty gross actually. Well let me enlighten you.

A 22 year old student's virginity was for sale, well auctioned. Its current position has reached $5.6 million after over 10,000 responses. The last bid went to an Australia man (perverted desperate man). She is from San Diego going by the name of Natalie Dylan. She said this was a "business opportunity". She wants to get her masters and put the money toward that. Apparently this has been going on since July and she does not have a set date to end the auction. I'm sorry but I think that's really sick and twisted. I mean are you that desperate to earn a millions? I guess that's another way to earn fast cash. But really? This case cries desperation all over it. Blah. <3

uh oh shopaholics!

Watch out all you shopaholics. Roberto Cavalli is coming out with a new MasterCard. Vogue UK says that holders will have several benefits from the card. This includes VIP services at Cavalli boutiques access to sales, events and shows along with exclusive beauty, hospitality and travel offers. The "Cavalli Card" will be available on March 1st online and at Cavalli boutiques. Ofcourse it's animal print. <3

blaaah

I ended up going to a local club last night for my friend's birthday. Well, I was supposed to go to dinner first but totally forgot that I had a staff meeting. Just my luck, it ended up being a super long meeting til 8 and we had started at 6.30. Lovely. Anyways, I ended up making it to the lounge, and we headed to the club. I don't know. One of the guys came and he was acting really couply with me. I don't know what to do. I'm so not a couply person but he kept holding my hand and holding me. It was wierd. Good thing I was tipsy. Nothing crazy went down but I just have to see him at school and everything and I just don't know how I feel about this whole thing. I think I may be liking the other guy because he's starting to pay less attention to me. I'm so wierd. It's like a dumb game for me with the one who stops paying me attention when what I have right in front of me is perfectly good. I don't know. I'm sooo lost in relationships right now. I think I just need to have some space but ofcourse guys just don't understand that because girls generally like a boy all over them. Haha so much for my playing it like a guy plan. I've just confused myself. <3

such a sick room

Do you even know what this is!? It's so amazing! Artist Antoinette J Citizen created "Landscape". It's Mario World brought to life. In this room there are question-marked boxes which make a sound when you bump them and their are painted pipes and those pixelated clouds. So effing amazing.. I used to love Super Nintendo Mario! Check it out. <3

look out for these

Samsung has created uVending machines which are network and wifi enabled. You can monitor stock before the vending machine runs out. Sooo sick. And on top of everything else... it's a touch screen item! That's sooo sick. <3

work that, lemme see you drip sweat

I haven't been to the gym lately and I thought with the whole New Year thing, now is a good time to start. I was supposed to go on Wednesday at my school, but I was supppppper tired and I had work anyways. I'm going to dedicate myself to going every Wednesday though because I get out of school in the morning. Anyhow, I tried out this new gym not too far from my place and it was so nice. I even used the hot tub facilities! Why not right!? I'm so proud of myself. Haha Remember that Kanye's Work Out Plan song. haha I love it. <3