what are you doing to me

Goodbyes are the worst, especially when you never know when you'll see someone again. It's even worse when you set the date that was the last time you'd see them, but they keep coming back and wanting to hang out. It makes things that much harder. Just having a person be apart of your life and then having them leave half way across the world is a shock. I mean that's it. No more text messages, phone calls, bumping into them or just hanging out. It's just taken out of your life and you're supposed to be happy about it, happy for them. So many people I know have left me in good old Vancouver, but at least them come back every 6 months. Not this time. <3