Saturday, October 4, 2008

"so spazz if you want to"

Honestly, I don't feel like myself. I just feel so distant from everything right now and am just not feeling it. It feels like I'm another person. No it's not the time of the month. I just want to go back to my old ways. I can't explain how I feel, I just don't feel myself and I don't like it. You know how people don't feel like themselves and change for the better? Well for me, I feel like it may be for the worst. I just feel like a straight bitch and I hate it.

I've been cutting out a lot of the unnecessary people out of my life, which is good I guess. But I just don't know how I feel about people. Also, it doesn't help with school stressing me out. I just feel very anxious and not up to par. I hope it's just a phase, and if this post is confusing to you, it's just as confusing for me. Sorry to spring the emoness! Yuck. <3

1 comment:

  1. i reassure and know exactly what you mean. everythings gonna be alright girl.

    you're amazing and talented and you don't need those people to bring you down